So it is a new year.
Something that I am so thankful for.
A fresh start.
A new beginning.
Another chance.
God is so gracious!
This year I have started with a fiancee.
What an amazing blessing that has been!
People say that a relationship should be a
picture of our relationship with God.
I am amazed.
The fact that Jason has seen me at my absolute worse.
And yet he still loves me.
In spite of me.
In the same way-
Jesus knows me better than I know myself.
And yet He loves me in spite of me!
Jason is my prince.
Jesus Christ is my King!
I want to start living like Jesus is my King.
I was challenged last night.
See-I am a very fearful person.
Very timid.
Do not like to ever stir things up.
I am a people pleaser.
Always looking for people's approval.
I say that I believe the Lord is in control.
But in my day-to-day life I do not live like I believe it.
No more.
By God's grace I am purposing in my heart
to in this New Year
to start being more bold.
Not bold in myself.
But bold in my Jesus.
Bold in knowing that He will take care of me.
Bold in knowing that my Jesus will keep His promises.
Boldness.
Living for Jesus' approval.
Not allowing what people may think to rule my life.
But instead, just caring about what Jesus thinks.
Not being a people pleaser.
But being a Jesus pleaser
(living my life for Him alone).
I can no longer just think about it.
Just talk about it.
I can pray about it
and then-
step out in faith.
Trusting the Lord to take care of me.
Fear and worry sometimes control my life.
No more!
I have freedom that is found in my Savior.
What is there to be afraid of
with Him by my side?
These are things that the Lord has been teaching me on this trip.
I am so thankful for a gracious, merciful Savior!
What a trip this has been!
And what fun it has been for Jason and I!
It has finally began to sink in
that we are engaged!
This trip we have
had many adventures-
had many adventures-
We got to go to Silver Springs and ride
a glass bottom boat.
You could see 55 feet down in places!
We got to go parasailing
which was so much fun!
Drove through the night and got to Key West
in time to see the sunrise over the water.
I have a fiancee.
I am so so thankful!
This trip has been amazing!
Not only have we been able to have fun together
but we have also been able to minister
side by side
which is the neatest part by far!
It has finally sunk in!
I get to spend the rest of my life with this man!
I am so blessed!
God is so good!














